Pretending

emotions hidden, true feelings a mystery. no one who had the slightest idea of what i was thinking, what i was feeling. if only. then, the world will lose its brightness and sunshine, and will be bleak and depressing. a cold and cruel place where people are born to die. why not? it would be cool, for lack of a better word. no emotions getting in the way of my ambitions, and... no love.

for love would be the downfall of everything i worked for.
-tbc-

lit tml, not planning to study much, it's not like my lit's steller or anything. i just dun want to study. but the good news is 5 more days and i'll be free, technically. until the Os